Last Thursday.
I’m nervous today. Like when I was in school and I knew I’d
be hearing about my grade on a big paper I had to write or a tough exam. I’m
anxiously waiting to hear back from my OB about the blood test I took last Thursday.
It was a follow up test to the one I took the week of Thanksgiving last year
that came back telling me *premature ovarian failure* *menopause* and
*infertility*. The prognosis to those results was ‘test again in 6 weeks’ and
although the first week of the new year marked 6 weeks, my Acupuncturist
requested that I wait and test on the 3rd day of my cycle.. which was last Thursday.
I’m nervous because I really want to hear that my hormone
levels have returned to a normal range. I want to hear that estradiol is high
and FSH is low. We also tested LH, but I’m not sure what a normal range is for
that hormone. What if they haven’t improved though? What if they are still
imbalanced? I will be more accepting if they are unbalanced yet better than
previous results.. but what if they’re worse? How will that news affect me?
Dr. E has been very supportive in the weeks leading up to
this follow up blood test. He confidently reinforces the fact that less than
ideal results are not a bad thing. The blood test will give him data that he
can then use to ‘course correct’. The data will either confirm that what he’s
doing is right and working, or tell him he needs to tweak his methods. I
respect his logic, and have reminded myself of his perspective several times
over the last few weeks when I need something to control the crazy.
I’m actually feeling optimistic. Last month’s cycle was very
nearly normal: it was biphasic showing a rise in BBT post ovulation; ovulation
was confirmed on CD17 by both OPK strips and the post ovulation BBT rise; my
cycle lasted 33 days which is much improved from the previous 40 day cycle; the
cycle had a 14 day luteal phase with BBTs staying above the coverline. I only
have a few concerns: although I had plenty of fertile fluid, my cervix was not
high and open on the day I ovulated; and I spotted a few days before my actual
period flow started. Dr. E feels very
strongly that my body is experiencing some sort of miscommunication, and that
acupuncture will help reset/reboot everything. And I feel very passionate that
the 9 sessions we’ve had together so far have been doing nothing but good
things! I no longer have any breakthrough bleeding, my anxiety is better
managed, my periods aren’t as painful, and this last cycle being so nearly
normal speaks for itself! So hopefully all these good things will bring me good
news today or soon!
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